I'm sick of getting hurt, of feeling pain, of hurting others. I'm done with it. Of course, I'll still feel it, but I'll hide it. If I'm pissed, I won't show it. Same goes for if I'm happy, sad, upset, worried, distant, etc. If I don't show my emotions, no one can hurt me. At least, they won't think they're able to hurt me.
Maybe it's not the best idea, but it's the best I've got. I don't know if it's good for my mental health or really bad, but I need to toughen up and stop being such a big crybaby.
Who knows, maybe it's a life lesson.
Then at least don't pee on the carpet, bad pet rock.