Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic Hmmmph. Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]mellx[/m] at 2:59 pm on May 9, 2008[quote]So a while ago I tried to have this certain lifestyle: Not talk shit, try to be as positive as I can about people. No not those people that are like "OOH EEH!!" and are always happy. I've been pretty okay for the last couple weeks, they've been alright. But sometimes people can be such BITCHES. [I'm not complaining. I've accepted it] It's really hard not to go on and on about how you hate  her, she's so ugly, when the people your hanging out with do it all the time. About everyone. and their best friends. Honestly, I don't do that. I don't even agree when their like "UGHJHGJDHG" yeah. It makes me wonder what they say about me. Please don't bitch at me saying I shouldn't care what people think. I agree. But I can't. I'm also really worried because my dad was depressed, to the point where he had to take therapy and medicine, and stuff like that. I'm scared its happening to me. It's been really hard for me to suppress all this negative energy, It's all coming out now. I haven't cut for a while...I just really have the urge to right now. Among other things. /: I don't know what I'm trying to say here, I just needed to let it out.[/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post mellx Posted at 2:59 pm on May 9, 2008 So a while ago I tried to have this certain lifestyle: Not talk shit, try to be as positive as I can about people. No not those people that are like "OOH EEH!!" and are always happy. I've been pretty okay for the last couple weeks, they've been alright. But sometimes people can be such BITCHES. [I'm not complaining. I've accepted it] It's really hard not to go on and on about how you hate  her, she's so ugly, when the people your hanging out with do it all the time. About everyone. and their best friends. Honestly, I don't do that. I don't even agree when their like "UGHJHGJDHG" yeah. It makes me wonder what they say about me. Please don't bitch at me saying I shouldn't care what people think. I agree. But I can't. I'm also really worried because my dad was depressed, to the point where he had to take therapy and medicine, and stuff like that. I'm scared its happening to me. It's been really hard for me to suppress all this negative energy, It's all coming out now. I haven't cut for a while...I just really have the urge to right now. Among other things. /: I don't know what I'm trying to say here, I just needed to let it out.

Replies mellx Posted at 2:59 pm on May 9, 2008 So a while ago I tried to have this certain lifestyle: Not talk shit, try to be as positive as I can about people. No not those people that are like "OOH EEH!!" and are always happy. I've been pretty okay for the last couple weeks, they've been alright. But sometimes people can be such BITCHES. [I'm not complaining. I've accepted it] It's really hard not to go on and on about how you hate  her, she's so ugly, when the people your hanging out with do it all the time. About everyone. and their best friends. Honestly, I don't do that. I don't even agree when their like "UGHJHGJDHG" yeah. It makes me wonder what they say about me. Please don't bitch at me saying I shouldn't care what people think. I agree. But I can't. I'm also really worried because my dad was depressed, to the point where he had to take therapy and medicine, and stuff like that. I'm scared its happening to me. It's been really hard for me to suppress all this negative energy, It's all coming out now. I haven't cut for a while...I just really have the urge to right now. Among other things. /: I don't know what I'm trying to say here, I just needed to let it out. All 2 previous replies displayed.