but i feel disgusting. i mean, gross. i look in the mirror and just want to break it.
For the past three weeks..i've been not eating. And when I do eat, its very very little, and then i purge afterward. And when i'm hungry, all I do is drink water to fill me up, So I don't eat. I'm used to this feeling. I'm never like "OMG i'm starving".
I don't know if i have an eating disorder. I really don't.