Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic i'm DONE with being fat and ugly Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from Anonymous at 3:52 pm on Sep. 4, 2008[quote]i grew up an "emotional eater," using food to deal with my parents fighting and changing into a school where i had no friends for a year. it continued all through middle school, and because of it, i got fat. i'm 5'3 and 156.5 pounds. it's disgusting. but i am so done. i've barely eaten anything these past few weeks, except for a binge here and there, but i'm putting a stop to the binging. i gained 3 pounds after one and i got so mad that i'm never doing it again. i'm starving myself. i'm purging. i'm doing whatever it takes to be thin. because thin means beautiful. thin means i'll find someone who isn't just in it for sex. thin means i'll get back at my bitch of a mother. thin means life is GOOD. the fucked up thing is that my best friend is anorexic, and i've been helping her try to stop. but it's different with me. her ribs are showing, and i have stretch marks on my hips from them growing so fucking big. she just thinks she's fat, i AM fat. part of me knows it's wrong. most of me doesn't care.[/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post Anonymous Posted at 3:52 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 i grew up an "emotional eater," using food to deal with my parents fighting and changing into a school where i had no friends for a year. it continued all through middle school, and because of it, i got fat. i'm 5'3 and 156.5 pounds. it's disgusting. but i am so done. i've barely eaten anything these past few weeks, except for a binge here and there, but i'm putting a stop to the binging. i gained 3 pounds after one and i got so mad that i'm never doing it again. i'm starving myself. i'm purging. i'm doing whatever it takes to be thin. because thin means beautiful. thin means i'll find someone who isn't just in it for sex. thin means i'll get back at my bitch of a mother. thin means life is GOOD. the fucked up thing is that my best friend is anorexic, and i've been helping her try to stop. but it's different with me. her ribs are showing, and i have stretch marks on my hips from them growing so fucking big. she just thinks she's fat, i AM fat. part of me knows it's wrong. most of me doesn't care.

Replies xxdeeperheartxx Posted at 9:02 pm on Sep. 12, 2008 i wish i had the determination you have. ive tried not eating, and just binging sometimes, but when life is hard. bing eating nearly turns into every meal. sugarpie Posted at 5:34 pm on Sep. 12, 2008 Thin doesn't equal happy either. Look at your anorexic friend. okumsup Posted at 5:53 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 you should probably work out and eat healthy rather than just not eating.. and yeah.. if it's not working it's cause you're not actually doing it. Claculator Posted at 5:47 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 tbh, thin is ugly. fat is ugly. in the middle is good for everyone. OodleNoodle Posted at 4:55 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 Quote: from Anonymous at 3:57 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 i've been "eating healthy and exercising" for a year and it hasn't done shit. starving hasn't done much either so far, but i figure my body has to get energy from somewhere, and i've got plenty of stored energy. it's gross. Then you are doing something wrong. Exercise and eating right work. It is not physically possible to stay at the same weight if you take in less calories and burn off even more. Why would you be the only person for whom exercise and eating right doesn't work? fleur de saison Posted at 4:06 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 that's my mom's height and weight... malignant melanoma Posted at 4:04 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 Quote: from Anonymous at 3:57 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 i've been "eating healthy and exercising" for a year and it hasn't done shit. starving hasn't done much either so far, but i figure my body has to get energy from somewhere, and i've got plenty of stored energy. it's gross. Lol, that's a bunch of bullshit. You're obviously not doing it correctly. Perhaps you should go to a doctor and get some advice, or join a gym and meet with a personal trainer. monkeydoodle77 Posted at 4:00 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 Starving yourself is worse than overeating. You lack nutrient income and you can pass out easily. And thin does not equal beauty. Ever Pebbles123 Posted at 3:58 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 Thin isn't GOOD if your anorexic or bulimic. Life WON'T be good if your anorexic or bulimic. If your gonna do it, do it healthy for crying out loud :/ And you wont look good after either. Just a thing i found ages ago about it. Seriously..you want to be like this? Anonymous Posted at 3:57 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 i've been "eating healthy and exercising" for a year and it hasn't done shit. starving hasn't done much either so far, but i figure my body has to get energy from somewhere, and i've got plenty of stored energy. it's gross. Special Agent Orange Posted at 3:57 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 aw please dont starve yourself :(. and just because you might be a little overweight doesnt mean your not pretty. believe me, of course some guys are complete assholes and dont take the time to see that. but believe me, somewhere out there is a special guy who cares about you. you need to lift your confidence level, and try and forget what other people might be thinking. as for losing weight, id say you should do it in a healthy manner and take your time. do exercises, eat healthy, etc. californication Posted at 3:57 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 5'3 and 156 pounds? That isn't really fat. I'm 5'2 and I weigh about ten pounds less than that, and I wouldn't consider myself fat. It's good that you want to lose weight, but come on. Reality check? You're not fat, your friend is stupid and you are more stupid. Stop trying to take a fucking shortcut, it wont work and will make you more upset. Maybe if you lived up to your weight and did something healthy about it, like getting up and going for a jog, you wouldn't feel so shitty about yourself. And also: there are girl that weigh way more, be glad you're under 200 pounds Sheebobee Posted at 3:56 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 Quote: from mr unknown at 6:54 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 when your thin, guys use you for sex when someone truly does like you, looks don't matter as much not fucking true im not thin im like fat but the only guys who "like" me only want me for sex alastrxxna Posted at 3:56 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 Hmm not weird, hypocritcal... :( I'm sorry its resorted to that, thats really sad. You should really try exercizing and eating well. it wont be as fast, but youll be healthy AND thin in the long run. malignant melanoma Posted at 3:55 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 If you're going to lose weight, try to do it in a healthy manner. It may take a bit longer to lose the weight, but it'll be all the more worthwhile. Most recent 15 of 20 previous replies displayed.