Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic How much does it mean to you? Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]sadnessness[/m] at 2:36 pm on Sep. 7, 2008[quote]i think i would lose an awful lot just to be skinny again. i blame everything bad in my life on the way i look, and the only thing that i can change is my weight, so i starve myself. i never quite manage to tell myself that even when i am 110lbs, i wont be happy[/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post dramaqueenxoxo Posted at 11:52 am on Sep. 6, 2008 I have, after stopping for a few months, started starving myself/ purging after food. (I gained a Stone over the summer)... But I've just started making plans for my future and I know that if I get hospitalized it would set me back... I want a future but I want to be thin more... So, any other ED sufferers, what means more to you? How much are you willing to lose?

Replies sadnessness Posted at 2:36 pm on Sep. 7, 2008 i think i would lose an awful lot just to be skinny again. i blame everything bad in my life on the way i look, and the only thing that i can change is my weight, so i starve myself. i never quite manage to tell myself that even when i am 110lbs, i wont be happy W o n d e r l a n d Posted at 7:32 pm on Sep. 6, 2008 everything sadly moonandstars Posted at 12:08 pm on Sep. 6, 2008 i always thought you had to be skinny to be pretty so for a year i puked and starved and tok pills but honestly you look better heathly anyone does. because when i was at my tinest weight ever this one guys like you need to work out to get rid of that baby fat. anywho i got depressed stopped caring about my looks and started eating i gained 40 pounds and then he seeen me last weeek and he was like wow you look really reall good im glad. and i was soo shocked. honestly what you feel about yourself others will see if you think you are amazingly beautiful yourself others will think that to hoestly. dramaqueenxoxo Posted at 12:03 pm on Sep. 6, 2008 Quote: from Natsy at 7:54 pm on Sep. 6, 2008 an ED takes over your mind so that you won't even think about the possibility of a future... you'll be obsessed with ways to lose weight xx I know, I had/ have one (diagnosed, not wannabe) Natsy Posted at 11:54 am on Sep. 6, 2008 an ED takes over your mind so that you won't even think about the possibility of a future... you'll be obsessed with ways to lose weight xx All 5 previous replies displayed.