Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic I don't want to go back. Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]Catacomb[/m] at 12:00 pm on Nov. 2, 2008[quote]food has never been my enemy [/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post Anonymous Posted at 11:59 am on Nov. 2, 2008 I used to be anorexic. I avoided eating whenever I could, but if someone MADE me eat, I would just throw it back up. I guess that's still technically anorexic. One person found out, and helped me get back to normal. That person is...out of the picture, we'll say. And now I have the horrible paranoia every time I eat of "this is going to make me fat..." Every time I look in the mirror, I find something new wrong with me. I hate my body. I hate how fat I am... I just don't want to go back to how I was....

Replies Quantumleaper Posted at 12:05 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 i beat anorexia and got the diabetes and high blood pressure to prove it. babypink 1012 Posted at 12:05 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 talk to you school counsler, everyone has flaw, I love eating. And if your concerned just excercise after you eat. Anonymous Posted at 12:04 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 Quote: from Watchyourmouth at 12:02 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 Have you considered talking to your parents or your best friend about this? maybe they can help you and get you into therapy so that you can overcome this and become stronger. I suffer from EDNOS myself, and am trying everyday to get better. good luck honey! My parents are one of the main reasons I even feel this way. My supposed best friend doesn't care anymore, so I avoid her as much as I can... Therapy never worked for me about anything... I just can't stand to see myself anymore... Aliboo Posted at 12:02 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 If you dont want to go back your probably going to need some form of help or guidance, be it therapy or something else. Another thing that might help would be a life style change. You would probably benefit from exercise if you can make it enjoyable. Remember, once you get into a regular exercise routine, you wont need to watch what you eat! Food doesnt make you fat, its what you eat, how you eat it and how you live. Try to focus on the positives of yourself, and keep remembering what you have overcome <3 Watchyourmouth Posted at 12:02 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 Have you considered talking to your parents or your best friend about this? maybe they can help you and get you into therapy so that you can overcome this and become stronger. I suffer from EDNOS myself, and am trying everyday to get better. good luck honey! REDHOTCHEERIOS Posted at 12:02 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 I'd have ta say to tell another person u trust and let them help you with it...and you know, you could always look like me...(fatter) So cheer up and go eat...food is ur friend Antigen Posted at 12:02 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 the mind is your own worst enemy it can kill you i guess pm me if you want... although im not exactly the best at eating habits xD lmc11591 Posted at 12:01 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 say something positive about yourself everday when you look in the mirror. i used to pick myself apart everytime i looked in the mirror too. then i started to do that and i felt better. and i'm more of accepting of my flaws. Joke Posted at 12:00 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 Don't. I know this anorexic girl and she was so much pretty before but she just never had anyone to tell her. DON'T Catacomb Posted at 12:00 pm on Nov. 2, 2008 food has never been my enemy All 10 previous replies displayed.