Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic please help me. Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]nikki123[/m] at 2:44 pm on Nov. 10, 2008[quote]aww honey i think that those guys are stupid.[/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post well well well Posted at 2:43 pm on Nov. 10, 2008 i'm feeling terribly greasy and terribly fat. i bloated up another three pounds this week, to a grand total of 136.  i mean, i know that's relatively thin and that i shouldn't be concerned with just a three pound weight gain, but it seems so terrible to me, and i feel so greasy and bloated.  I'm a vegitarian and 5'8'', and 14 years old. and i just can't seem to accept the fact that maybe i might look okay. i started thinking about ten pounds. then thirty. now im thinking thirtyfive. PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME. please. because i LIKE The idea of having no boobs and i like the idea of having bones sticking out of me and i like the idea of being stick thin and sick. i like it. and i don't know why. and it scares me, it scares me so much. i want to weigh 110 pounds. at 5'8''. I KNOW THIS IS WRONG. but i want it, and i want to be sick and i want to be bone-thin and disgusting and i don't care if boys look at me weirdly and aren't attracted to me, because i have a perfectly fine boyfriend who has an eating disorder fetish and loves when he can feel girls' ribs. i know that's weird. and i'm not doing this for him, anyway. i'm doing it for me. but...please help. i can't get out of this.

Replies ReturnOfPatches Posted at 2:47 pm on Nov. 10, 2008 You're a fox, you're not fat. phrozen Posted at 2:46 pm on Nov. 10, 2008 I know how you feel your not alone. I weigh about 85 lbs and I'm 5'2" when I look in the mirror I feel like a disgusting slob. Every time I touch food i feel gross. Theres some times even when the smell of food makes me nauseous so i dont eat BlahBlah14 Posted at 2:45 pm on Nov. 10, 2008 go talk to a doctor. they should be able to help get you through it. XOallixs0n Posted at 2:44 pm on Nov. 10, 2008 You think you're FAT?! Holy shit, someone take me to the plastic surgeon. If she's fat, I'm OBESE. nikki123 Posted at 2:44 pm on Nov. 10, 2008 aww honey i think that those guys are stupid. All 5 previous replies displayed.