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well well well Posted at 1:49 pm on Nov. 24, 2008
today, the performers, stage crew, and ticket sellers for my school talent show all had a pizza party during fourth and fifth period.
this was right after lunch.
there was pizza. there were cookies. cheap lemonade and iced tea.

I wanted something so badly.
I said that I'd eaten a lot at lunch, when all I really had was ephedra and zinc and vitamin B.
I wish I could go back in time, and tell myself i didn't want to be ana.
I wish i could go back in time, to when i could eat 300 calories without feeling like absolute shit, and tell myself that i was beautiful.

i just wish it didn't have to be like this.
i just want to be normal. like everyone else.
I just want to be a normal thirteen year old girl...

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xcountry101 Posted at 5:08 pm on Dec. 2, 2008
:] the first step is admitting
hersheyparker Posted at 2:01 pm on Nov. 24, 2008
You are very pretty. You seem like you really want to stop letting food (or the lack thereof) control your life. See a counselor, doctor, friend, or trusted family member who can help you get through the physical and (more difficult) emotional issues that are causing your stress.
Littlestoxie Posted at 2:00 pm on Nov. 24, 2008
Very true.. But not thirteen again. God no.
Aliboo Posted at 1:58 pm on Nov. 24, 2008
Ask for help.
XsmilygirlX Posted at 1:52 pm on Nov. 24, 2008
I feel the same way.
britfuck Posted at 1:51 pm on Nov. 24, 2008
exactly;
fluffy panties Posted at 1:51 pm on Nov. 24, 2008
I'm better than normal. I'm ABNORMAL. That always cheers me. Sweety, at least if you're admitting the problem it's one step to fighting it.
LucidAssassin Posted at 1:51 pm on Nov. 24, 2008
i want to be a normal thirteen year old girl too.....wait i mean fifteen year old girl-- i mean boy...yeah fifteen year old boy thats it
abbigayle303 Posted at 1:50 pm on Nov. 24, 2008
SO WHATS STOPPING U
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