Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic support Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]jessica20110[/m] at 8:38 pm on June 17, 2008[quote]Oh my god. I start going to a psychiatrist for my eating disorder tomorrow, and I'm so scared of that. I'm already feeling that way. I know my mom's gonna get them to give me a diet-type chart, and I'm scared to death because I'll feel like I'm failing, and I'll want to throw up so bad. PM me and we can talk about this and get through it together, okay? :smile: [/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post Anonymous Posted at 3:53 pm on June 17, 2008 so i started outpatient for my ed awhile ago, but wasnt going along with anything until basically this week because the doctors were going to refrain me from summer plans. idk, like just getting on an eating schedule this week and not purging seems to have lifted such a big weight from me, cause im happier and i feel like i have mor eenergy. But at the same time, i feel like its bad that i'm giving it up. I always felt my eating disorder made me strong in a way, and now that i'm giving it away, i feel  like i'm doing something bad. I'm just so confused, and right now, I really need support. Is there anyone who has recovered and has advice or anything that kept them going. or even people who r in recovery. I just like to hear other peoples stories and get inspiration to keep me going

Replies anonymous2 Posted at 11:52 pm on June 17, 2008 You can PM me if you want someone to talk to. jessica20110 Posted at 8:38 pm on June 17, 2008 Oh my god. I start going to a psychiatrist for my eating disorder tomorrow, and I'm so scared of that. I'm already feeling that way. I know my mom's gonna get them to give me a diet-type chart, and I'm scared to death because I'll feel like I'm failing, and I'll want to throw up so bad. PM me and we can talk about this and get through it together, okay? All 2 previous replies displayed.