Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic getting it out. im confused. Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]razorthin desirexx[/m] at 6:44 pm on July 9, 2008[quote]With EDs people have rituals with their food like cutting it into pieces and stuff, and that's what it sounds like you have with purging your dinner only all the time. It's a really bad habit and even though I've done it a few times I don't really recommend it at all. <3[/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post sadi Posted at 4:05 am on June 23, 2008 hi to everyone ive been throwing up only my dinner, since march. every night, in the shower. i eat breakfast, a pieve of toast, green tea and then coffee. and occasionally ill take something for lunch. but lunch makes me feel full and gross. and if im home alone, ill throw up anything i eat. does anybody else do this? throwing up just dinner, i mean? im happy to talk to anyone. i cant tell anyone and ive had glandular fever and get really tired and sad heaps lately too, so i just blame everything on that. noones caught on. i hope. and i dont even know why i do this. can someone please, just talk and tell me and yeah. so so confuse.

Replies devilindisguize Posted at 3:01 am on July 10, 2008 Quote: from xsolox at 4:07 am on June 23, 2008 it usually means and Eating disorder and the path that you are going down sounds like the exact same pattern that i followed in to mine... You can message me if you want... Same to all of this. I started out the same way 7 years ago. I'm still bulimic, but throwing up everything I eat now. Message me if you want to talk. razorthin desirexx Posted at 6:44 pm on July 9, 2008 With EDs people have rituals with their food like cutting it into pieces and stuff, and that's what it sounds like you have with purging your dinner only all the time. It's a really bad habit and even though I've done it a few times I don't really recommend it at all. <3 LostInTheClouds Posted at 6:15 pm on June 24, 2008 Before anything else is said, I would really strongly advise you to talk to someone that you can trust (friends, family, or even fellow livewire members), or get some professional help before this disorder seriously spirals out of control.   The actions that you are taking place in on a daily basis like this are completely unhealthy to your body and mind...as I'm sure you already know. Not only though can it be unhealthy, but it can be completely damaging and could one day become life threatening for you. I think that one of the things that you should try to do is to become comfortable with yourself just the way that you are. You have to see that you are always going to be the same person on the inside, no matter what you look like on the exterior. You should just really try to be happy with the things that you have been blessed with. Maybe you should make a list containing the good attributes you have, and then add to that list on a daily basis.   I have never suffered from bulimia, but I have however gone through anorexia. I'm telling you that so you know that if you ever need to talk about anything, I am always here. Just go ahead and message me and I can support, encourage, and advise you the best that I can. W o n d e r l a n d Posted at 4:07 am on June 23, 2008 it usually means and Eating disorder and the path that you are going down sounds like the exact same pattern that i followed in to mine... You can message me if you want... All 4 previous replies displayed.