Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic Oh dear Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]auntiek[/m] at 11:04 am on June 24, 2008[quote]try and get back on to not doing it. if you fail try try and try again[/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post Anonymous Posted at 11:03 am on June 24, 2008 okkkk, so i hav been making myself sick for about a year now, a few months ago i just got completely fed up with the constant binging & purging, weighing, obsessing over cals etc. the last 2 months hav been pure hell for me, but i was determined to be try and be ok. and now today i hav just made myself sick for the first time in 2 1/2 months. The only person who knows is my friend who is anorexic & we don't talk that much anymore cos she is to ill....this sucks... i dunno why im posting this its just nice to get it out cos nobody knows how much im suffering right now. i hate myself so much.

Replies anonymous2 Posted at 11:47 am on June 24, 2008 i can really relate. feel free to PM me if you want to talk. Xanthorpe Posted at 11:05 am on June 24, 2008 For 2.5 months you held it together. Just start over today. Beating anything like this is tough - you're going to have tough days. Don't beat yourself up - just build on the positives you have from the 2.5 months of success! You can do it :-) auntiek Posted at 11:04 am on June 24, 2008 try and get back on to not doing it. if you fail try try and try again 3eyes Posted at 11:04 am on June 24, 2008 well done for admitting this to livewire you might hate yourself less if you stop doing it and imagine do you want to end up like your sick friend? All 4 previous replies displayed.