But it seems like I get even the littlest bit friendly with a guy, or try to, they suddenly turn mean and start hating on me like a f'cking p'ssy b'tch. This ALWAYS happens, every single time, no exceptions, wherever I go in the world, and it always leaves me so very hurt inside.]
Then there's the fact that the only relationship I have ever had with a boy was just a three and a half year trip through hell...
Sometimes I look out the window and contemplate getting all my unhappiness over with in one jump.
No I don't let them walk all over me I am actually a very "tough" type... can't say I don't try though... T__T
But anyway, don't "try" to be anything. Yeah, don't let them talk down to you, but there's a line really.