I have tried to reach my bf but he is not willing to talk to me. I take that as me and him are over. I can not take it no more. If me and him are over then I am over. There is nothing left. I was dangling on a thin thread waiting to hear from him but I just get no answer. He knows everything and maybe he might understand that I need an answer before I do anything stupid. Knowing me though It will be over quicker than I think if I just end it my way which is not good. my way is killing myself. no one can stop me that I can think of.
Dude, honestly, don't do it.
Why not?