ugh. i didnt realize how bad it was until this weekend. i went down the shore, and went to this party kind of neighborhood where theres a beach and stores and all that junk.
there wasnt a SINGLE ugly girl there. almost every single girl was model looking. i guess i was happy i was hit on a little, but not aot. the other girls where a MILLIon times prettier and hotter than i was.
when i got home, i was moody and randomly crying. i was a mess that whole day and that weekend.
ugh. i think im alright. but not hot. it bothers me WAY to much. i dont know how to deal with this. anyone else have this problem...?