I always feared losing her. I just didn't know what I would do without her. I have no father. Now I have lost her, but in a way worse than death. She recently went crazy within the last week and they think its permanent. We admitted her into a psych hospital yesterday, where she will probably be for the rest of her life. I am left in the care of my older sister.

Its so overwhelming. This is worse than her dying. She doesn't even recognize me. I can't stop crying. I don't know what's going to happen to her...I don't know whats going to happen to my sister and I.