I know it sound really stupid but im scared of being alone ,by that i mean alone when there is ppl around,like walking down the street it feels like ppl r looking at me.
Im scared that ppl will take advantage of me ,coz i sooo desperately want to be accepted even if its 4 the wrong reasons.Im thinking nxt yr of doing subjects i dnt like(all my best friends classes) just coz i dnt want 2 b in a class where ill sit alone.
Am i the only 1,who feels this way?
no sadly you are not there are WAY too many people that actually give a fuck what people tink of themm!! i mean , i dont seek acceptance and i never have. i simply do what i want to do, wear what i want to wear, and listen to what i want to listen to. i am just me, and i happen to be part of a really huge group of people who accept me for what i am. i think that people [especially girls] should just stop caring because the people that set the standards are stupid bitches!!! i mean, the "popular" people at my school just sit around and talk shit about poeple all the time. yeah i hung out with thme at one point, and yeah, i really regret it, because i see noww that all they did was use me and tookmy style because they thoughtit was cool. now there are a ton of mini mes running around on campus, and the "popular" girls say they started the fuckig trend!! im not pissed of that i didnt get credit for being who i am, im pissed off because i was stereotyped!!!!i know for a fact there are tons of oter people who have been stereotyped so that somebody else could fit in, and i know for a fact those people are pissed off too!!! so my point is: no you are not the only one no i am not trying to talk shit about who you are or woh you want to be but yes everybody who cares is a dumbass [end rant]/
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You are my inspiration :] I care about what others think of me whenever i mess things up and even when i dont. Im really sick of my mundane thoughts...but is it really true that people dont really care about others as we think they do?