When I told her, she started yelling, "EW! YOU? OMG!"
Sure she apologized, but honestly, doesn't make me feel any different. I still just want to crawl into a tiny hole and die.
And I have to see her tomorrow at band practice.
So, LiveWire, how crappy was your day?
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Let's see. I've had a constant headache for the past two weeks, so I went to the doctor today and since I have all but one symptom of a brain tumor, she's scheduled a CAT Scan for me. If that's not it, she's sending me to the neurology unit for migraine treatment. I am overly stressed about everything and having frequent panic & anxiety attacks. Half the time I feel like I'm losing my mind. I'm so far behind in school sometimes I think it's not even worth it to continue going. My Mom's a bitch and my Dad's a pedophile. My sisters in Cali, my brothers insane, my other brothers and sisters are struggling, and the rest of my family is torn apart. I am becoming suicidal and clinically depressed. I also hate the way I look. Add self-esteem to that list! When people ask if I'm okay, I generally don't tell them anythings wrong.So no, I'm doing just FINE. Hope everything works out with your friend.
I've had a constant headache for the past two weeks, so I went to the doctor today and since I have all but one symptom of a brain tumor, she's scheduled a CAT Scan for me. If that's not it, she's sending me to the neurology unit for migraine treatment.
I am overly stressed about everything and having frequent panic & anxiety attacks. Half the time I feel like I'm losing my mind.
I'm so far behind in school sometimes I think it's not even worth it to continue going.
My Mom's a bitch and my Dad's a pedophile.
My sisters in Cali, my brothers insane, my other brothers and sisters are struggling, and the rest of my family is torn apart.
I am becoming suicidal and clinically depressed. I also hate the way I look. Add self-esteem to that list!
When people ask if I'm okay, I generally don't tell them anythings wrong.So no, I'm doing just FINE.
Hope everything works out with your friend.
I do the same thing that you do. Everything may be crap, but I still tell people I'm fine. I can't burden them with it. And I just don't want to talk about it. Talking about it just reminds me of it.
Well, nothing has really happened yet today. So I can't really say, but my headache is making me a little bitchy.
Oh well, at least you were honest, if she's going to work on being more accepting (and since she apologized it seems she will be) things will eventually be normal between you two. Congrats on being brave enough to come out to her though.