Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic I actually told my mom how i felt, and it didn't even matter. Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]Smartbutsexy[/m] at 7:13 pm on Jan. 9, 2009[quote]that really sucks u shouldnt have to go though this[/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post AcidSilence Posted at 7:07 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 I talked to my mom about how i felt for the first time... About how im mad at her for drinking, smoking, fighting with my dad, getting out of control. For yelling, blowing things out of proportion, always screaming at my sister and i. Never dropping things, holding grudges, talking to me about how she hates everything... And it didn't even matter. She didn't even care. She kinda seemed like she did, And yet here she is about 3 days later screaming at me for being a liar and being an idiot and saying "you wonder why im a fucking alcoholic!" which is just fucking great. i had never talked to her before. and now i know i never will again. because i dont my heart just sitting out there, all my feelings and thoughts, and her just stomping on them.

Replies AcidSilence Posted at 7:25 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Quote: from Catalyst11 at 7:21 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Quote: from AcidSilence at 7:18 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Quote: from JMACCA at 7:12 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Quote: from AcidSilence at 10:10 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Quote: from JMACCA at 7:09 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Move out. That's what I ended up having to do, and it was so much better that I did.  I wish.  I'm 14.       I was only 15. Do you have a family member who would let you live with them? A close friend? I moved in with my grandmother when I left. My sister who has her own place now would but i'd have to change schools cause she is kinda far and i don't have a license or anything and she doesn't have the time to drive me, she takes school full time and works 2 jobs. go ahead and move in with her.  It would be a lot better than living with an alcohol whore. bit harsh? and i have to finish school... Catalyst11 Posted at 7:21 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Quote: from AcidSilence at 7:18 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Quote: from JMACCA at 7:12 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Quote: from AcidSilence at 10:10 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Quote: from JMACCA at 7:09 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Move out. That's what I ended up having to do, and it was so much better that I did.   I wish.   I'm 14.      I was only 15. Do you have a family member who would let you live with them? A close friend? I moved in with my grandmother when I left. My sister who has her own place now would but i'd have to change schools cause she is kinda far and i don't have a license or anything and she doesn't have the time to drive me, she takes school full time and works 2 jobs. go ahead and move in with her.  It would be a lot better than living with an alcohol whore. AcidSilence Posted at 7:18 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Quote: from JMACCA at 7:12 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Quote: from AcidSilence at 10:10 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Quote: from JMACCA at 7:09 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Move out. That's what I ended up having to do, and it was so much better that I did.    I wish.    I'm 14.     I was only 15. Do you have a family member who would let you live with them? A close friend? I moved in with my grandmother when I left. My sister who has her own place now would but i'd have to change schools cause she is kinda far and i don't have a license or anything and she doesn't have the time to drive me, she takes school full time and works 2 jobs. AcidSilence Posted at 7:16 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Quote: from Catalyst11 at 7:11 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Quote: from AcidSilence at 7:10 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Quote: from JMACCA at 7:09 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Move out. That's what I ended up having to do, and it was so much better that I did.    I wish.    I'm 14.     You can go to court and get yourself legally removed from the family....there's a term for it......it starts with an e... its called uhmm.. emancipated. ugh, and you have to be 16 here if i remember right. and now she is going on about how she is so sick of my bullshit and she needs to go to bed or she is "going to kill one of her children, the one that lives with her" >_< Chava Posted at 7:16 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 My mom's the same way. She put me into foster care when I was 12 and didn't look back. My grandma had to invite me to the Hannukah party she was throwing this year because although she had my number she didn't feel the need to call. Don't worry about it you'll be stronger than she is in spite of her. Smartbutsexy Posted at 7:13 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 that really sucks u shouldnt have to go though this Catalyst11 Posted at 7:13 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Quote: from JMACCA at 7:12 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Quote: from AcidSilence at 10:10 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Quote: from JMACCA at 7:09 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Move out. That's what I ended up having to do, and it was so much better that I did.    I wish.    I'm 14.     I was only 15. Do you have a family member who would let you live with them? A close friend? I moved in with my grandmother when I left. Yeah, get emancipated! blufindr Posted at 7:12 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Quote: from AcidSilence at 2:08 pm on Jan. 10, 2009 Quote: from blufindr at 7:08 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Leave.    Don't even bother. leave lw, or leave my house? Your house. Lol. I should have stated, sorry. JMACCA Posted at 7:12 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Quote: from AcidSilence at 10:10 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Quote: from JMACCA at 7:09 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Move out. That's what I ended up having to do, and it was so much better that I did. I wish. I'm 14.   I was only 15. Do you have a family member who would let you live with them? A close friend? I moved in with my grandmother when I left. cheer4jonas Posted at 7:11 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Talk 2 another adult u trust. Catalyst11 Posted at 7:11 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Quote: from AcidSilence at 7:10 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Quote: from JMACCA at 7:09 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Move out. That's what I ended up having to do, and it was so much better that I did. I wish. I'm 14.   You can go to court and get yourself legally removed from the family....there's a term for it......it starts with an e... Jman19 Posted at 7:10 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Oh... trust me, I know how this feels. I told my mom all my feelings a few days ago and she just stood there and looked at me blankly.   It's not a very nice feeling, to finally open up to someone, and have them not give a shit. I'm sorry she isn't being respectful to your feelings, but it took a lot of courage for you to tell her how you felt. Be proud of yourself. That's a big step. You know you can always PM me if you want to talk. :) Hang in there. x AcidSilence Posted at 7:10 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Quote: from JMACCA at 7:09 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Move out. That's what I ended up having to do, and it was so much better that I did. I wish. I'm 14. Catalyst11 Posted at 7:10 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Leave home, make yourself legally removed from your mom and find somewhere to live where you are under better circumstances puppie11 Posted at 7:09 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 leave. im sorry for u that sucks Most recent 15 of 22 previous replies displayed.