and i masturbated the first time with an object today, it was in my shower and I used the end of my toothbrush. (i cleaned it beforehand) the end is kind of thick and is like 3+ inches long. could the hymen break ? would you know if your hymen breaks ? also, it wasnt very pleasurable... i tried for about 10 minutes or so.. i dont understand how it can be pleasurable.
sorry for the length, please respond.
And masturabtion isn't always pleasurable. It took me years to think it was nice feeling at all (which is why I didn't masturbate through most of high school). It's all pretty normal, and you have nothing to worry about at all. With age and experience you learn what feels good and what doesn't feel good. For me personally, what I was doing in high school didn't feel good but feels good now (maybe it's just because I got used to the feeling, or maybe I use different pressure now? I'm not really sure).
Some girls feel their hymen break (it can be painful) but some do not (when mine broke it hurt for like a second, just long enough to say "ouch", then it didn't hurt at all, so it wasn't nearly as bad as some people make it sound). Generally it can bleed for a little bit, but it shouldn't last. If you are in the shower that may make it a bit easier for you, since you won't have to worry about the blood.
The toothbrush could have broken your hymen. It doesn't take much once you've stretched your vagina a bit. It's pleasurable because there are a ton of nerves in your vagina.
I don't have a vagina, but a toothpick doesn't sound like it'll do much.