-- Posted by Violently Happy at 8:54 pm on June 29, 2008 Okay so I'm walking down the street with my best friend Heather, everything was dandy. This private number keeps calling my phone and they call me while I'm standing in the middle of a back street I pick up and as soon as I ask who the fuck they were they hang up. I'm freaking out now looking around, waiting for the fucking narcs or my murderer to jump out of every car that passes. Every look my friend gave me meant something, I was fucking spazing the fuck out. I was about to fucking run. After that point I was extremely paranoid, and suspicious of everything. So I took the cigarettes from her and walked down the street, luckily we ran into some girl who was crying and it helped me calm down, but I was still looking for some trap that I was walking into. I'm fucking sick of shit triggering these delusions. It's getting so fucking bad. I have never triggered that bad. I was seriously not sane in that point of time. I think the pills I'm taking are making it worse. -- Posted by mattchew at 8:55 pm on June 29, 2008 Try not doing drugs... -- Posted by samanthaafacex at 8:56 pm on June 29, 2008 your just buggin because of all the drugs. -- Posted by Violently Happy at 8:57 pm on June 29, 2008 Quote: from mattchew at 11:55 pm on June 29, 2008 Try not doing drugs... That's what I've  been doing. But every time I'm even around it they call. -- Posted by heiffer at 8:58 pm on June 29, 2008 umm... slow down on the hypnotics and you won't be so paranoid ooooooorrrrrrrr just flush your phone down the toilet =P -- Posted by Violently Happy at 8:59 pm on June 29, 2008 I shouldn't of even mentioned drugs. They have nothing to do with it. -- Posted by aysel star at 9:01 pm on June 29, 2008 I would get just as paranoid as you if that happened to me. -- Posted by Violently Happy at 9:05 pm on June 29, 2008 Quote: from aysel star at 12:01 am on June 30, 2008 I would get just as paranoid as you if that happened to me. Yeah I am getting my number changed. They've been calling me like that for almost a year. They just hang up as soon as I start screaming at them. They never even say anything.