-- Posted by Raging Inferno at 6:23 pm on July 1, 2008 but i can't. here I am again potentially knowing things I am not supposed to know. Even worse, I'm gonna have to act like I know nothing at all. I have to behave as if I don't know. This is not good, especially when you combine that with the fact that I always feel that hurt that doesn't go away from before. I'm already falling apart inside all the time. This is only going to make things worse. No I can't say what I know here, there's no telling if the person knows about this site or not. Things like this always seem to happen. But I wonder, now what I am supposed to feel like. What should I do with myself now? I'm feeling so miserable.