-- Posted by Anonymous at 2:03 am on July 2, 2008 It hurts soo much for me to reminisce about the past..good and bad memories, but I've got this mind that remembers little moments- every details, exact conversations....I just get into this depressive state when thinking about the past in general- middle school/high school years...about friends that I no longer keep in touch with, about things we did, about classes long gone and what has led me up to this point. I didn't even have a bad past...quite the opposite...I think that's why it hurts so much.  Concentrate on the future...   -- Posted by Anonymous at 2:04 am on July 2, 2008 I think the past has stolen something from me...a part of me and that's why I try to go back in my mind and recapture the bit of essence that's escaped me...it's painful..very painful. -- Posted by Driftwood at 2:23 am on July 2, 2008 well whats the present like?