-- Posted by duesxmachina at 7:09 pm on July 3, 2008 to me. mostly depression or self hatred and confusion and medication all that bullshit. im so sick of sabotaging myself and going back to square one i want a life. -- Posted by drifting at 7:10 pm on July 3, 2008 *Raises Hand* I can talk, what do you want to talk about? Chances are, Ive been through it, or one of my close friends have... -- Posted by DanaStar at 7:10 pm on July 3, 2008 :( That's unfortunate. You can pm me if you want. -- Posted by blufindr at 7:11 pm on July 3, 2008 get yourself institutionalised for a while. seriously. that helped put things back in perspective for me. -- Posted by anc8469 at 7:12 pm on July 3, 2008 I've been through it all and my last couple of years have been terrible. PM me if you want to talk. -- Posted by Pebbles123 at 7:12 pm on July 3, 2008 I've been through alot. And i still am. I don't understand why i'm still so happy. I'm probably the happiest person you would ever meet. :S But you can message me if you want, although i warn you i'm quite lousy at this kinda thing. -- Posted by clavicle at 7:13 pm on July 3, 2008 Well, I'm on medication, and have been on medication, for fairly severe clinical depression for a long time. It's also for my severe anxiety/panic disorder. You could say I've been through a lot, but it would be an understatement. What exactly are you looking for? Because, just a heads up, there's no such thing as an easy fix. Nothing just makes depression go away. Medication, even, has it's limits. Most people eventually have to change their medication to something new, because it eventually stops working after a while, and often they don't immediately realize that it has stopped working and they sink into an even deeper withdrawal depression than before. Some people rely solely on therapy, thinking medication is only going to make them a zombie. I don't agree with this in severe depression cases. But, nobody on here is a doctor, and we can't prescribe you anything but advice to see one. But, my inbox is always open if you want to talk. -- Posted by XxAnNeXx237 at 7:15 pm on July 3, 2008 I am going through the same thing.. do you want to talk? if so, PM me. -- Posted by JMACCA at 7:16 pm on July 3, 2008 I can talk. -- Posted by HelpXme at 8:31 pm on July 3, 2008 i'm here if you wanna talk, i'm always looking for people who know what i'm going through to talk to... i suffered from really bad depression back when i was 13.  it went away but now (i'm 16 now), i think that it's back, and i'm just not really sure how to deal with it my email's TheEvanescenceOfLove@gmail.com my AIM screenname's ImWithYouxXxXx my xanga's http://www.xanga.com/iwillbperfect talk to me whenever :)