-- Posted by jackcrack at 7:21 pm on July 3, 2008 I'm trying for her to get better, I'm trying to live my life the way she would want me to... I want to get better, I just don't see it to be possible right now... there is too much going on, and she is my main responsibility and reason. I just don't know what to do... i can't stop... I can't keep going...