-- Posted by Anonymous at 11:23 am on July 5, 2008 ... i've waited so long to be with the girl i love, so fucking long. it's been 3 miserable years so far. we still stay in touch. she tells me she loves me, and i'm her first love, and she can't wait to be with me. she said we'd be together forever. there's no one i'd rather be with. she's so fucking amazing. i love her, and would do anything for her. she's the only person i've ever loved, and told her i loved. i don't just say it, i mean it; with all my heart. she sent me an email yesterday, saying she needed to do something... that it wasn't a big deal, but she stll needed to do it... and that she misses me. ... but then i found out from her best friend that where she's going, is to see her ex-boyfriend who's cheated on her twice. i flipped. i'm so afraid i'm going to lose her. i've never been more afraid/terrified in my entire life. i can't do this. i love her so fucking much... but i can't wait for her any longer, and i won't wait for her if she's going to go see him. he's cheated on her twice... and i'd never do anything to hurt her, ever. she's the biggest thing that's ever happened to me in my entire life... i can't move on, but, it looks like something i'm going to have to try, otherwise i'm only going to keep hurting myself. i emailed her back, and am waiting on her response, or explanation as to why she'd do this. what do you think? -- Posted by KiwiKi at 11:24 am on July 5, 2008 I think your waiting way too long for someone that doesn't value the feelings you have for them. -- Posted by jayney16 at 11:32 am on July 5, 2008 i think you've been waiting too long. write her another email saying how much u miss her, how much u love her and just tell her everything -- Posted by vegchick15 at 11:34 am on July 5, 2008 wow...i'm actually goin through a similiar struggle and situation :/ it really sucks because i rlly rlly LOVE her! -- Posted by shialover27 at 11:43 am on July 5, 2008 Quote: from KiwiKi at 11:24 am on July 5, 2008 I think your waiting way too long for someone that doesn't value the feelings you have for them. yep agreed -- Posted by Tigerhawk at 11:45 am on July 5, 2008 Well first of all, CALM DOWN. If you love her so much, then just move in to where she lives. I think long distance relationships just suck. And I think "I" personally wouldn't want ANYTHING to do with a person who cheated on me TWICE. Better get closer to her or just leave her altogether. -- Posted by t1g3r5t1g3r5 at 12:15 pm on July 5, 2008 Something similar to this happened to me, I met this girl once...She moved soon after.. :( We kept in touch for about three-four years, then one day she decided she wanted to go over to her ex-boyfriends house, just too "See how he's doing". Shortly after, she broke up with me...I was literally WEEKS away from being able to MOVE...FOR GOOD...To where she lived. Sorry...Just felt I needed to share this, not trying to drag you down, but shit happens dude. There's plenty of bitches in the world, find yourself a new one. =\