-- Posted by tragic romance at 12:40 am on July 19, 2008 He beats the fuck out of me and he tells me he'll do it every day, drag me around the floor by my hair if he can get it through to me! He'll read my phone, he'll read my gay ass literature i write.. Fuck! he can do it all he wants! He doesnt want me, my mom doesnt want me, my aunt, my grandma, no one wants a gay kid! and im not even fucking gay! i'm tired of living this constant hell, i'd end this if i could! what kind of man talks to his daughter like this?! what kind of child sits here and takes it! im tired of being here, i wish i knew how to load a gun, or where the hell i could get one, am i that fucking wrong for the way i am! and i cant even hate him, all i hate is me! i need an escape.. permanent escape! -- Posted by TheOtherHorseman at 3:30 pm on July 19, 2008 If your father is beating you, the best advice anyone can offer is to get to the cops.  You can't be held responsible for just taking it, as you put it. When physical abuse comes into play, the answer to the question "what kind of child sits here and takes it" is usually "most kinds." If you can't get away, then you need to handle this by reporting it.