-- Posted by Anonymous at 12:10 pm on July 26, 2008 Okay, so last night everything got on top of me & I just wanted to explode, so I sort of cut myself. & while I did it I felt so much better but afterwards I felt crap & I still feel that. Its like I cant help doing it. & i spoke to someone & they said that I need to vent my anger somehow but I dont know how. The one thing that keeps me balanced and in control of myself isnt there again until september & i am so worried that I am going to do it again :S -- Posted by hanie at 12:12 pm on July 26, 2008 i went threw the same darling. be strong. but the only thing that can stop you doing it is yourself. i used to find that a shower helpped, when i felt like i wanted to cut, id jump in, and afterwards i would feel refreshed and ready to start again. better than the feeling that cutting would give me. please email me if you need help sweetheart xx