-- Posted by Kealin 123 at 4:45 pm on July 31, 2008 i know it's probably part of me being a bit depressed... but sometimes i feel like i want to show all my feelings just to irritate and disturb people, like when i'm having a day where i have low self esteem and i act upset, i actually LIKE the negative reactions i get, i know it sounds really bad but when i'm insecure..i actually like to see people looking at me negativly and i actually want them to judge me just so they will feel bad about themselves later on. i think it's a revenge thing because i always feel so misunderstood all the time, i actually want to inflict guilt and i don't know why. how can i stop these mind games??? -- Posted by La Motta at 4:46 pm on July 31, 2008 Is this kind of attention seeking? (I'm being serious) -- Posted by Littlestoxie at 4:51 pm on July 31, 2008 I do this alot too. I find it funny when i make my mother mad at me. -- Posted by fizzle123 at 4:52 pm on July 31, 2008 Its sort of attention seeking really because you wanto get a reaction out of people either to make them mad, sad or just to fuss over you? Go see a shrink!