-- Posted by lingerie gurl at 12:44 pm on Aug. 6, 2008 I believe that every girl is beautiful, from the inside out. But for some odd reason, I don't believe that of myself. I have anxiety, and I bought this bathing suit, and we have a pool right downstairs, but I can't swim in it because people are in it. I can't be around a lot of people. It makes me so anxious, I sometimes think that people think I am ugly. I am just overthinking, and I know, people don't care. I want to be able to go downstairs and swim without feeling like I am being judged. I am not obese or super skinny, I am a size 5. But for some odd reason I feel like I am a size 21 at times. Gah! I frustrate myself. -- Posted by HXC at 12:46 pm on Aug. 6, 2008 I've got a good body, I know I do. Im told by many and I work out alot. but I STILL cant stand swimming in public, or with other people really. I know how you feel. -- Posted by NotTheGirlNextDoor at 12:46 pm on Aug. 6, 2008 I have the same problem, that's why I go swimming with my girl friend at night. -- Posted by lingerie gurl at 12:46 pm on Aug. 6, 2008 Quote: from HXC at 12:46 pm on Aug. 6, 2008 I've got a good body, I know I do. Im told by many and I work out alot. but I STILL cant stand swimming in public, or with other people really. I know how you feel. I know, I work out all the time, but it just so weird that I think I have a muffin top. -- Posted by HangEmHigh at 12:47 pm on Aug. 6, 2008 I hate walking into a swimming pool too. -- Posted by HXC at 12:48 pm on Aug. 6, 2008 Quote: from lingerie gurl at 12:46 pm on Aug. 6, 2008 Quote: from HXC at 12:46 pm on Aug. 6, 2008 I've got a good body, I know I do. Im told by many and I work out alot.    but I STILL cant stand swimming in public, or with other people really.    I know how you feel.   I know, I work out all the time, but it just so weird that I think I have a muffin top. I'm also white as fuck. farmers tan to the max. ugh. I hate swimming. -- Posted by lilolme at 12:48 pm on Aug. 6, 2008 i were a 5 and i have a banging body i work out everyday, but i hate walking into pools because of my ass and thighs -- Posted by lingerie gurl at 12:49 pm on Aug. 6, 2008 I am tan. I tan easily. IDK.... I just am so worried about what people think of me. -- Posted by HXC at 12:50 pm on Aug. 6, 2008 Quote: from lingerie gurl at 12:49 pm on Aug. 6, 2008 I am tan. I tan easily.   IDK.... I just am so worried about what people think of me. same.     -- Posted by lingerie gurl at 12:51 pm on Aug. 6, 2008 Quote: from HXC at 12:50 pm on Aug. 6, 2008 Quote: from lingerie gurl at 12:49 pm on Aug. 6, 2008 I am tan. I tan easily.  IDK....    I just am so worried about what people think of me. same. What are we to do HXC? -- Posted by HXC at 12:52 pm on Aug. 6, 2008 Quote: from lingerie gurl at 12:51 pm on Aug. 6, 2008 Quote: from HXC at 12:50 pm on Aug. 6, 2008 Quote: from lingerie gurl at 12:49 pm on Aug. 6, 2008 I am tan. I tan easily.       IDK....   I just am so worried about what people think of me.    same.       What are we to do HXC? never swim? thats what I've done for the past 2 years and its worked well for me. -- Posted by lingerie gurl at 12:53 pm on Aug. 6, 2008 But I love swimming..... -- Posted by SheMintsEclectic at 12:54 pm on Aug. 6, 2008 You guys need to get naked and bathe in the sun. Believe me, no ones staring at you guys unless you're naked. -- Posted by HXC at 12:54 pm on Aug. 6, 2008 Quote: from lingerie gurl at 12:53 pm on Aug. 6, 2008 But I love swimming..... ah. I dont.