-- Posted by Sincerely Dark at 5:39 pm on Aug. 19, 2008 I FUCKING HATE TODAY'S SOCIETY!   I am a fifteen year old 5'4 female and I weight around 110 pounds... and I also feel significantly, horribly, fat. I'm not pretty. I'm ugly. I don't have a flat stomach, my body does not look like the FUCKING bodies of girls on television, and it's driving me insane! I hate beautiful people, truly, I do. I hate not being 90 pounds. I am 5'4. I should be around 100 pounds, 90 pounds, not 110. Fat fucking ugly people that have no lives are 110 pounds. People that spend their entire life single, people that have no friends, people that... that... people that are looked down upon are fucking 110 pounds. Wait, well, that's me. Nevermind. It fits. I hate eating. I really hate eating, but you know what? I eat anyway because I have no self control. I eat two meals a day (I get up too late in the morning to have both breakfast and lunch most of the time), I usually have a snack at night, and I eat and eat and I hate it but I can't control it! If I don't eat I get bitchy. My body needs food, dammit. It doesn't functionally properly without it.   UGH. I'm just so STRESSED with myself right now. Why do I even bother watching television? All it does is make me feel bad that I don't look like them. Makes me feel like SHIT that I don't look like Peyton from One Tree Hill, or Blair from Gossip Girl. They have flat stomachs. They're pretty. I'm not. Why must society constantly throw in my face that being average is lame? Society is against me. Fuck them all. Ugh. End rant. -- Posted by Fortis Obscurum at 5:39 pm on Aug. 19, 2008 Because you are But seriously, you aren't. -- Posted by mcrfool at 5:40 pm on Aug. 19, 2008 I'm older than you, shorter than you, and weigh a lot more than you. So do many other people. You gotta realize you are ok and not worry about society's standards. -- Posted by whips handcuffs at 5:40 pm on Aug. 19, 2008 don't watch stupid shows? society's always going to be like that. accept it. -- Posted by MystiqueBeauty16 at 5:40 pm on Aug. 19, 2008 This rant sounds a lot like a plot for attention. -- Posted by Adw at 5:41 pm on Aug. 19, 2008 tone yourself so you look like the girls on tv -- Posted by I heart nubs at 5:41 pm on Aug. 19, 2008 I know what you mean. The media brainwashes people into thinking what the media wants them to think. Don't be another drone. -- Posted by DemolitionxXxLover at 5:41 pm on Aug. 19, 2008 110 isn't fat. By saying that it is, is EXTREMELY insulting to many people. So STFU! -- Posted by DJ Josh at 5:42 pm on Aug. 19, 2008 110 = Definitely not fat -- Posted by I heart nubs at 5:42 pm on Aug. 19, 2008 Quote: from MystiqueBeauty16 at 5:40 pm on Aug. 19, 2008 This rant sounds a lot like a plot for attention. Aren't we all seeking attention. The point of this website... -- Posted by mcrfool at 5:42 pm on Aug. 19, 2008 Quote: from DemolitionxXxLover at 8:41 pm on Aug. 19, 2008 110 isn't fat. By saying that it is, is EXTREMELY insulting to many people. So STFU! Yeah, I was offended after reading the rest of it. Pfft. -- Posted by revolutionoflove at 5:44 pm on Aug. 19, 2008 Blair Waldorf wieghs a whole lot more than 110 pounds. She's like 125. Your skinny compared to her. -- Posted by DemolitionxXxLover at 5:44 pm on Aug. 19, 2008 Quote: from mcrfool at 8:42 pm on Aug. 19, 2008 Quote: from DemolitionxXxLover at 8:41 pm on Aug. 19, 2008 110 isn't fat. By saying that it is, is EXTREMELY insulting to many people. So STFU! Yeah, I was offended after reading the rest of it.   Pfft. I mean you know how many people out there are similar. I am not to far off from her. I feel like she called ME fat! -- Posted by mond alor at 5:45 pm on Aug. 19, 2008 just remember there are guys out there like me that say fuck societys image of beauty and go for what we think looks good -- Posted by Aliboo at 5:46 pm on Aug. 19, 2008 Quote: from Sincerely Dark at 8:39 pm on Aug. 19, 2008 I FUCKING HATE TODAY'S SOCIETY!   I am 5'4. I should be around 100 pounds, 90 pounds, not 110. Fat fucking ugly people that have no lives are 110 pounds. People that spend their entire life single, people that have no friends, people that... that... people that are looked down upon are fucking 110 pounds. It's crazy!   By reading this i find that you are telling yourself that you are fat, not society. In order to feel pretty or "skinny" you need to embrace the fact that you cant be 90 fucking pounds like every other friggin anorexic in the society. Embrace the beauty of a healthy body weight and a few curves. BE WHO YOU ARE. Why the hell do you have to hate eating, and hate yourself? Theres no reason for it!! You dont way 500 pounds, you weigh the same as me. I hate eating. I really hate eating, but you know what? I eat anyway because I have no self control. I eat two meals a day (I get up late in the morning to have both breakfast and lunch most of the time), I usually have a snack at night, and I eat and eat and I hate it but I can't control it! If I don't eat I get bitchy. My body needs food, dammit. It doesn't functionally properly without it.   it sounds like you have a lot of self control. you stress about it too much. stress is probably going to cause you to gain weight, and it certainly doesnt make you happier. Your body needs food and you need to give it what it needs, no exceptions. If you stop worrying about the weight, you wont hate eating. Just relax. just be a teenager. UGH. I'm just so STRESSED with myself right now. Why do I even bother watching television? All it does is make me feel bad that I don't look like them. Makes me feel like SHIT that I don't look like Peyton from One Tree Hill, or Blair from Gossip Girl. They have flat stomachs. They're pretty. I'm not. dont compare yourself to them. stop it right now, just be who you look like and how you are. stop stressing out, relax. just be. stop worrying, compaining and ranting. -- Posted by mcrfool at 5:47 pm on Aug. 19, 2008 Quote: from DemolitionxXxLover at 8:44 pm on Aug. 19, 2008 Quote: from mcrfool at 8:42 pm on Aug. 19, 2008 Quote: from DemolitionxXxLover at 8:41 pm on Aug. 19, 2008 110 isn't fat. By saying that it is, is EXTREMELY insulting to many people. So STFU!    Yeah, I was offended after reading the rest of it.  Pfft. I mean you know how many people out there are similar. I am not to far off from her. I feel like she called ME fat! Yeah. If she is fat, then I'm ultra fat. -- Posted by WeepingWillow at 5:47 pm on Aug. 19, 2008 you are def. not fat.. pics or it didn't happen.. -- Posted by xykaru at 5:58 pm on Aug. 19, 2008 Just a small fyi, nobody likes people like you =\ -- Posted by hithere at 8:19 pm on Aug. 19, 2008 please tell me this is satire... -- Posted by Rodiggidy at 10:53 pm on Aug. 20, 2008 i swear the first time i read that line i thought it said "I FUCKING ATE TODAY'S SOCIETY!"