-- Posted by Anonymous at 10:18 pm on Aug. 23, 2008 This happened about a month ago, and I still am confused. On my birthday I lashed out on my parents, siblings, grandparents, and anyone who happened to get in my way. I screamed at them when they did nothing wrong. I refused to speak with them civilly. I gave my parents back every gift they ever gave me and told them it was all shit (when it really wasn't!). Just to hurt them. I threatened suicide, and thought about it too. And I just couldn't control myself. I didn't know how to stop. Then all of the sudden a few days later everything just stopped and I could think again... This has happened before, but not quite so bad. What the fuck do I do? I'm scared, of hurting people and myself. -- Posted by zombie4life at 10:18 pm on Aug. 23, 2008 bi polar maybe. -- Posted by Trash at 10:18 pm on Aug. 23, 2008 Sounds like built up anger being released ! -- Posted by c1burube at 10:18 pm on Aug. 23, 2008 your fucking bi-polar -- Posted by Stand Up at 10:19 pm on Aug. 23, 2008 Maybe it's a hormonal imbalance - there's lot's of possibilities. Truth is that just an specialist is going to be able to give you the answer you are looking far. -- Posted by Trash at 10:19 pm on Aug. 23, 2008 Quote: from c1burube at 10:18 pm on Aug. 23, 2008 your fucking bi-polar Just because of one tantrum it doesnt make people bipolar -- Posted by sidekick k at 10:19 pm on Aug. 23, 2008 PMS? -- Posted by Clouse227 at 10:20 pm on Aug. 23, 2008 Go to a therapist. -- Posted by dragonking at 10:20 pm on Aug. 23, 2008 It could be that you are bipolar or that you keep feelings inside and when they come out, a lot comes out! -- Posted by fate1010203 at 10:20 pm on Aug. 23, 2008 Maybe you're bipolar? And I say that in the most serious way. Maybe sit your family down and tell them all that you don't mean most of what you say. "I just have eruptions sometimes, and I need your help to get me through those times. I'm deeply sorry for all the inconveniences I've caused." Something along those lines. You might also need to seek professional help, if that's possible. Until you can control those eruptions. -- Posted by pinkertongrass at 10:20 pm on Aug. 23, 2008 sounds like a mood problem, are you ever depressed? -- Posted by Anonymous at 10:24 pm on Aug. 23, 2008 Quote: from Trash at 1:19 am on Aug. 24, 2008 Quote: from c1burube at 10:18 pm on Aug. 23, 2008 your fucking bi-polar   Just because of one tantrum it doesnt make people bipolar Oh the word tantrum takes me back to being 4? If you had actually read my post I did state it's happened before. -- Posted by SoaringFalcon2010 at 10:25 pm on Aug. 23, 2008 bi polar maybe? =/ -- Posted by matthewlovelady at 10:25 pm on Aug. 23, 2008 Probably bi-polar. You should go to the doctor. If not that, there is something wrong with your mind and you need to see someone about it. -- Posted by Anonymous at 10:27 pm on Aug. 23, 2008 Both my parents seem to have some emotional issues. My mother I can't explain and my father is on medication for I think it is depression though I could be wrong. I was diagnosed with manic depression previously by some doctor who didn't seem to know what he was doing past forcing me to take pills I didn't want (which lead to worse symptoms go-figure I said I didn't want Prozac) -- Posted by ininjateddybear at 12:24 am on Aug. 31, 2008 Definitely Bi-polar