-- Posted by Raging Inferno at 4:24 pm on Aug. 26, 2008 I've got first day of college classes tomorrow. If you even seen one of my previous topics or read one of my ehelps you'd see why I feel like this. I just know things are going to be fucked up. I can't get rid of whats happened to me, and if I just let it stay I will eventually lose control and start hurting myself and eventually killing myself. I hate this. I hate it so much and it won't leave, it won't go away, and I don't think it ever will if its persisted for so long. -- Posted by Bitner at 10:35 pm on Aug. 26, 2008 would it kill you to try to be positive about it? -- Posted by Raging Inferno at 12:40 am on Aug. 27, 2008 Yes because I would kill myself to be rid of the pain and everything forever. -- Posted by JulianBabe at 5:51 am on Aug. 28, 2008 I doubt it will be as bad as you think it will be. Check it out and...I bet it won't be so bad. -- Posted by Raging Inferno at 2:11 pm on Aug. 28, 2008 Its not the going to college, its the fact that this damn thing doesn't cease. It keeps returning to make me even more miserable.