-- Posted by Raging Inferno at 12:59 am on Aug. 27, 2008 I'm as miserable as I've ever been. I can see no positives in this other than I'm going to college in the first place. If anyone here has seen my topics or emergency help in the teen forum then they might have some idea of what I'm talking about. But I'm not in the mood to retell everything I've said before. I don't think I'm going to make it. People might try to say things I've heard before, and I'll know when they do when I read their replies. -- Posted by Permious at 1:04 am on Aug. 27, 2008 if you embrace this attitude, you'll have a shitty four years ahead of you assuming you dont drop out which you probably will just open your mind to the possiblity of happiness. and maybe college wont provide it but jesus christ you're nto even giving yourself a chance -- Posted by Latin Muscle at 1:14 am on Aug. 27, 2008 Negative  mind, will lead to a negative life. -- Posted by Raging Inferno at 1:24 am on Aug. 27, 2008 i didn't always have a negative mind. i ended up being this way. its really hard to open my mind to happiness. I've tried, I really have but its been so difficult.