-- Posted by fashionistadivaa at 8:11 pm on Aug. 27, 2008 today would be my fifteenth day of not making myself throw up.  Day fifteen.  thats an accomplishment, right?  everyone keeps saying they are so proud of me.  i've gone from throwing up 10 times a day to 9 months of sobreity, a 2 week relapse, and then today. im on meds (prednisone) for hives/allergic reaction + poison ivy.  its making my appetite crazy and also making my keep water weight.  i know it'll go away once i finish but its driving me crazy. i want to make myself throw up SO BAD.  the only people i could tell are asleep right now; i tried calling them.  i dont know what to do.  i know i shouldnt thow up, i dont even WANT to, but at the same time, i do.  ughhh. -- Posted by 4irate at 8:13 pm on Aug. 27, 2008 Don't do it. Just BUSY YOURSELF without something else. pm me and we can talk about something!! It's the pills. your not fat. Don't do it. -- Posted by The Artery at 8:15 pm on Aug. 27, 2008 Eat bananas -- Posted by BeautifulxLiar at 8:15 pm on Aug. 27, 2008 ditto with 4irate pm me and we can talk take a shower go for a walk masturbate etc etc -- Posted by Seidell at 8:15 pm on Aug. 27, 2008 Look, I have been on Prednisone before for same thing, (bad asthma and allergies) and it does make you crave food big time. You need to tell yourself no, and not give in to the urge to eat all day long, because that is what it will make you do. You have gone a long way from what you have said in your topic, and that is awesome. Congratulations. But just try to stick to light stuff when you feel hungry such as grapes, or any type of fruit. Eat your regular meals like breakfast, lunch, and dinner but sorta snack on fruits and light stuff inbetween. -- Posted by truexblue at 8:16 pm on Aug. 27, 2008 Dont do it, think about the progress you made! Think about all of the people that are proud of you, they would be disapointed, wouldn't they? You can do it, take it one day at a time. :] -- Posted by scalywag66 at 8:18 pm on Aug. 27, 2008 I am tempted to type out a very condescending post, but maybe you have issues I may never understand that is leading you to want to make yourself throw up........, so perhaps I'll do the less ignorant of the two and ask, "Why do you make yourself throw up to begin with?  Does the medicine really get to you?" -- Posted by Light Assassin at 8:19 pm on Aug. 27, 2008 YOU"RE NOT FAT JESUS LORD -- Posted by brp002 at 8:50 pm on Aug. 27, 2008 Think of funny things.. They always make me laugh.... Think about a random dude getting caught by there grandma jerking off or something.... maybe thats only funny to mee.  But think of crazy things.  if you need more I can give you more -- Posted by Scarlet Tears at 12:26 am on Sep. 2, 2008 Dont throw up! You should be so proud of yourself for getting this far! Just busy yourself Like talk to people here or draw or write or play a really long hard game online! Think of the most randomet things that have nothing to do with anything!