-- Posted by tearfulterror at 6:05 pm on Aug. 28, 2008 everything is going so suckish for me right now. my family cant afford anything. both my paretns live in another state im 14 for fucking sake! me and my grandparents constatly fight. about everything! i have 1 real friend and i never get to see her. i am so sick of being 3 steps below everyone else! im to f-ing poor to get bradces and im insecure about the way i look. my grandpa has an anger problem and take everything out on me and he makes it a point of everyone knowing that he likes my little sister better and my grandma makes me feel like shit all the time about every little mess up i make i get it im a screw up and an accident thats not my fault! i just wish people would stop blaming me for everything and making me feel bad. ive tried to kill myself countless times and i have cuts on me... i tell everyone i tried to jump over my  back fence. im just dealing with more stuff than i should be! and thats not even the haf of it i just needed to vent and my sister is on the phone. -- Posted by TwistedMetal at 6:09 pm on Aug. 28, 2008 Dont stress bout it... i know its hard not to. But there are other ppl who do hav it a lot worse! one day u wil be living outside that household and everything will be better