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-- Posted by Anonymous at 5:14 am on Aug. 29, 2008

I feel ugly and horrible.
is it me or is it my mind?
i wanna die, but somehow I want to live.
and hes not here, when I truly need him, hes not here.
and it hurts so much.
aghhh why.
i deserve this torture.
I need to starve until perfection.

perfection to beauty.
that will be my hapiness.
I have to be strong.
I hope I can....

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