-- Posted by IlonnaaBabes at 12:29 pm on Sep. 2, 2008 I always get up at the same time every morning, then wash get dressed and have breakfast if i dont go out of the house for school at the usual time i start to panic and i always walk the same route and meet my friend at a small lane and if shes even slightly late i start to panic  thinking she might be hurt or sometimes even killed... V.V stupid i know, i also always have to put my books, pencil case etc in the same order on my desk and i worry about getting fatal illnesses but the thing that worries me most is that i have either thoughts of self-harm or suicide and i have (so far) never managed  to drive myself that far, i have once or twice been driven to cut but i tried to stop that. As well as that i get well what i would class as sexually explicit for my age (13) thoughts...it really gets me depressed which is my last point (sorry for babbling on so much...) i feel depressed alot of the time -- Posted by mrlupo8 at 12:31 pm on Sep. 2, 2008 maybe a small case of OCD maybe a large case of paranoia go to a fucking doctor and get it checked out. asking people on LW doesnt help real problems any! -- Posted by Philosopher at 12:31 pm on Sep. 2, 2008 There once was a man who had a face with many pimples.  He did not have genital herpes. -- Posted by willson at 12:31 pm on Sep. 2, 2008 i think ur just a bit paranoid -- Posted by Natsy at 12:32 pm on Sep. 2, 2008 both... you need help man xx -- Posted by StopXXwatch at 12:32 pm on Sep. 2, 2008 Ilona, gorgeous name by the way. I think you have a pretty severe case of OCD. But hey! I'm no doctor. -- Posted by poka dot whore at 12:33 pm on Sep. 2, 2008 you are bit paranoid -- Posted by lsw12 at 12:37 pm on Sep. 2, 2008 ur not parinod u  have ocd i am the same way so is my mom its just the way ur body works -- Posted by La Motta at 3:47 pm on Sep. 2, 2008 OCD!! My ma has that!