-- Posted by belizabeth at 10:04 am on Sep. 4, 2008 Right now when I think about my old friends and my 2 different lives I live I just start to cry and it's like something just broke inside. It scares me and confuses me. -- Posted by austin s23 at 10:16 am on Sep. 4, 2008 why do you live 2 different lives -- Posted by belizabeth at 10:20 am on Sep. 4, 2008 I can't be myself around my family and it's like the me I am is 1 life and the me I pretend to be is the other life I live. -- Posted by DarkSunshine at 10:20 am on Sep. 4, 2008 sometimes it can be better though, because you don't mix your friends who wont get a long. if you don't like it, the you have to pick one or the other. But to have two diffrent groups of friends isn't a bad thing -- Posted by belizabeth at 10:21 am on Sep. 4, 2008 It's not that.