-- Posted by Anonymous at 3:52 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 i grew up an "emotional eater," using food to deal with my parents fighting and changing into a school where i had no friends for a year. it continued all through middle school, and because of it, i got fat. i'm 5'3 and 156.5 pounds. it's disgusting. but i am so done. i've barely eaten anything these past few weeks, except for a binge here and there, but i'm putting a stop to the binging. i gained 3 pounds after one and i got so mad that i'm never doing it again. i'm starving myself. i'm purging. i'm doing whatever it takes to be thin. because thin means beautiful. thin means i'll find someone who isn't just in it for sex. thin means i'll get back at my bitch of a mother. thin means life is GOOD. the fucked up thing is that my best friend is anorexic, and i've been helping her try to stop. but it's different with me. her ribs are showing, and i have stretch marks on my hips from them growing so fucking big. she just thinks she's fat, i AM fat. part of me knows it's wrong. most of me doesn't care. -- Posted by Tramadol at 3:53 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 Is this holden commodore? -- Posted by MR UNKNOWN at 3:54 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 when your thin, guys use you for sex when someone truly does like you, looks don't matter as much -- Posted by anc8469 at 3:54 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 Wow do you want to talk? pm me if you do. -- Posted by Chasey at 3:54 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 Thin does not mean beautiful by any means. Confidence means beautiful. -- Posted by Wakeupcall at 3:55 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 You do realise that because your body now doesn't know where it's next meal is, it will store fat and eat at your muscles? -- Posted by malignant melanoma at 3:55 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 If you're going to lose weight, try to do it in a healthy manner. It may take a bit longer to lose the weight, but it'll be all the more worthwhile. -- Posted by alastrxxna at 3:56 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 Hmm not weird, hypocritcal... :( I'm sorry its resorted to that, thats really sad. You should really try exercizing and eating well. it wont be as fast, but youll be healthy AND thin in the long run. -- Posted by Sheebobee at 3:56 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 Quote: from mr unknown at 6:54 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 when your thin, guys use you for sex when someone truly does like you, looks don't matter as much not fucking true im not thin im like fat but the only guys who "like" me only want me for sex -- Posted by californication at 3:57 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 5'3 and 156 pounds? That isn't really fat. I'm 5'2 and I weigh about ten pounds less than that, and I wouldn't consider myself fat. It's good that you want to lose weight, but come on. Reality check? You're not fat, your friend is stupid and you are more stupid. Stop trying to take a fucking shortcut, it wont work and will make you more upset. Maybe if you lived up to your weight and did something healthy about it, like getting up and going for a jog, you wouldn't feel so shitty about yourself. And also: there are girl that weigh way more, be glad you're under 200 pounds -- Posted by Special Agent Orange at 3:57 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 aw please dont starve yourself :(. and just because you might be a little overweight doesnt mean your not pretty. believe me, of course some guys are complete assholes and dont take the time to see that. but believe me, somewhere out there is a special guy who cares about you. you need to lift your confidence level, and try and forget what other people might be thinking. as for losing weight, id say you should do it in a healthy manner and take your time. do exercises, eat healthy, etc. -- Posted by Anonymous at 3:57 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 i've been "eating healthy and exercising" for a year and it hasn't done shit. starving hasn't done much either so far, but i figure my body has to get energy from somewhere, and i've got plenty of stored energy. it's gross. -- Posted by Pebbles123 at 3:58 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 Thin isn't GOOD if your anorexic or bulimic. Life WON'T be good if your anorexic or bulimic. If your gonna do it, do it healthy for crying out loud :/ And you wont look good after either. Just a thing i found ages ago about it. Seriously..you want to be like this? -- Posted by monkeydoodle77 at 4:00 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 Starving yourself is worse than overeating. You lack nutrient income and you can pass out easily. And thin does not equal beauty. Ever -- Posted by malignant melanoma at 4:04 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 Quote: from Anonymous at 3:57 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 i've been "eating healthy and exercising" for a year and it hasn't done shit. starving hasn't done much either so far, but i figure my body has to get energy from somewhere, and i've got plenty of stored energy. it's gross. Lol, that's a bunch of bullshit. You're obviously not doing it correctly. Perhaps you should go to a doctor and get some advice, or join a gym and meet with a personal trainer. -- Posted by fleur de saison at 4:06 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 that's my mom's height and weight... -- Posted by OodleNoodle at 4:55 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 Quote: from Anonymous at 3:57 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 i've been "eating healthy and exercising" for a year and it hasn't done shit. starving hasn't done much either so far, but i figure my body has to get energy from somewhere, and i've got plenty of stored energy. it's gross. Then you are doing something wrong. Exercise and eating right work. It is not physically possible to stay at the same weight if you take in less calories and burn off even more. Why would you be the only person for whom exercise and eating right doesn't work? -- Posted by Claculator at 5:47 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 tbh, thin is ugly. fat is ugly. in the middle is good for everyone. -- Posted by okumsup at 5:53 pm on Sep. 4, 2008 you should probably work out and eat healthy rather than just not eating.. and yeah.. if it's not working it's cause you're not actually doing it. -- Posted by sugarpie at 5:34 pm on Sep. 12, 2008 Thin doesn't equal happy either. Look at your anorexic friend. -- Posted by xxdeeperheartxx at 9:02 pm on Sep. 12, 2008 i wish i had the determination you have. ive tried not eating, and just binging sometimes, but when life is hard. bing eating nearly turns into every meal.