-- Posted by embargo at 8:46 pm on Sep. 5, 2008 For some reason i'll be really hyper during the day at school, but then later at home i'll get like super depressed.   Like for instance last night i had a relapse and i cut.  Before that i hadn't cut in a lil over a year.  Theres been alot of drama involving me this summer and now that school's started its starting to get worse all over again.   (most of my town hates me and almost none of them know me, its all becuase of the stupid rumors that went around about me last year and every year before that.)   For example these were a couple rumors                    -I was pregnant with one of ten guy's, and i didn't know who the father was                   -I slept with several of the prep's bf's                   -I was double fisted               and this summer i lost like four friends because of stupid ass drama hat one girl(one of my ex bff's)   but i'm confused cuase i'll be hyper severly depressed hyper depressed happy sad (etc.) -- Posted by plumc0la at 8:48 pm on Sep. 5, 2008 Try not caring what other people think of you. It's really liberating. -- Posted by MaddiJune at 8:48 pm on Sep. 5, 2008 um...bipolar -- Posted by PrincesSita at 8:50 pm on Sep. 5, 2008 sometimes that happens to me, but you gotta learn how to be happy no matter what situation or what people think of you, its hard  but it can be done -- Posted by MakingaDifference001 at 8:51 pm on Sep. 5, 2008 sounds tuff. -- Posted by trinity14 at 8:51 pm on Sep. 5, 2008 yeah thats how school is i use to be all sad bring myself down when there were rumors about me but i got to the point were i don't fucking give a shit what people say about me anymore just ignore them the friends that stay with you through this are true friends ok so don't feel bad :D -- Posted by As A Kite at 8:53 pm on Sep. 5, 2008 You got double fisted? Wow! -- Posted by jgaudioso at 9:02 pm on Sep. 5, 2008 Honestly, who cares what they say? It's high school, teens feed off of drama. If people are dumb enough to believe it, let it be. They're pathetic, you don't need to worry about people like that, plus, you wont even see 95% of the people you're in school with once you graduate anyway. -- Posted by airemaye at 9:16 pm on Sep. 5, 2008 The people in your school/town must have no life. -- Posted by Louiise at 7:58 am on Sep. 6, 2008 last a year a rumour went around school about me, and i would get people asking me if it was true or calling me names, but i learnt that showing them it doesn't affect me makes them relise that it not worth it. don't care what people think about you, its you who knoes who the real you is. and if they were your real friends they wouldn't of fell out with you cause of these rumours. ever need to talk pm me :) -- Posted by Miss Prophetess at 9:41 pm on Sep. 6, 2008 I would say you're manic depressive or bipolar, but it seems that it's your fear of others and what they say that's getting to you.  Really, how bad are rumors if you and those who are close to you know they're not true?  So long as the people who matter know the truth, it doesn't matter what others say.  You'd have more reason to be bothered if what they were saying is true, but it's not.