-- Posted by PhoenixFire613 at 9:43 pm on Sep. 5, 2008 I always end up hurting those that I love. I don't do it intentionally. I can't seem to stop myself. It makes me feel like a horrible person and like I don't deserve to have friends. I'm scared of getting or staying close to anyone in fear of hurting them. I say things that I don't mean. I'm so sick of this and I feel like I don't even deserve to live. I feel like everyone would be better off without me. How do I make it stop? I'm sorry to those whom I've hurt. I'm sorry that I do this. I'm sorry. -- Posted by MystiqueBeauty16 at 9:44 pm on Sep. 5, 2008 I'm sorry that those whom I love have hurt me so many times that I honestly feel like I can't love them anymore. -- Posted by MakingaDifference001 at 9:46 pm on Sep. 5, 2008 I do that sometimes to.  I'm a jerk. -- Posted by Heart92 at 10:01 pm on Sep. 5, 2008 Please don't let this get to you. -- Posted by Miss Prophetess at 9:37 pm on Sep. 6, 2008 How do you end up hurting them? If you stop letting yourself get close to people, you'll feel worse off in the end.  That's like fearing a relationship after a breakup.