-- Posted by lucid dreams19 at 11:01 pm on Sep. 5, 2008 Well sometimes when people ask me how im doing or something like that i want to tell them actually how im doing which is sometimes when im super deperssed i want to kill myself pretty  much. I usually just say im fine because i dont want them to treat me differfently or see me differently. anyone else like that? -- Posted by atomictastic at 11:01 pm on Sep. 5, 2008 Oh god yes and it's depressing too -- Posted by The Artery at 11:02 pm on Sep. 5, 2008 Yes -- Posted by Just Waiting Here at 11:03 pm on Sep. 5, 2008 Yes, definitely.  But in terms of that, I don't really want other people to know... sometimes I do, but I won't say anything.  Whenever I let them know a bit, then it always makes things worse for me, because then I have to worry that they'll worry about me -__-'. But from another stand point, when I get upset or something, I go silent.  And as much as I may want to talk out and say something, anything... I can't get myself to talk.  Even something simple as, "hello" or "yes" is something I'm incapable of saying when I'm in a state like that... and while I may want to talk... I can't get myself to say anything :(. -- Posted by VIPMeezy at 11:04 pm on Sep. 5, 2008 it's understandable.. -- Posted by W o n d e r l a n d at 4:33 am on Sep. 6, 2008 I am definetly like that -- Posted by Louiise at 7:51 am on Sep. 6, 2008 yes because you don't want them to tip toe around you just cause your feeling down, you want them to be the same with you but help you at the same time. -- Posted by Miss Prophetess at 9:38 pm on Sep. 6, 2008 Yes. It could make it worse if I tell though; like my friends could get scared by me and start to pull away, those who can't understand.