-- Posted by dramaqueenxoxo at 11:52 am on Sep. 6, 2008 I have, after stopping for a few months, started starving myself/ purging after food. (I gained a Stone over the summer)... But I've just started making plans for my future and I know that if I get hospitalized it would set me back... I want a future but I want to be thin more... So, any other ED sufferers, what means more to you? How much are you willing to lose? -- Posted by Natsy at 11:54 am on Sep. 6, 2008 an ED takes over your mind so that you won't even think about the possibility of a future... you'll be obsessed with ways to lose weight xx -- Posted by dramaqueenxoxo at 12:03 pm on Sep. 6, 2008 Quote: from Natsy at 7:54 pm on Sep. 6, 2008 an ED takes over your mind so that you won't even think about the possibility of a future... you'll be obsessed with ways to lose weight xx I know, I had/ have one (diagnosed, not wannabe) -- Posted by moonandstars at 12:08 pm on Sep. 6, 2008 i always thought you had to be skinny to be pretty so for a year i puked and starved and tok pills but honestly you look better heathly anyone does. because when i was at my tinest weight ever this one guys like you need to work out to get rid of that baby fat. anywho i got depressed stopped caring about my looks and started eating i gained 40 pounds and then he seeen me last weeek and he was like wow you look really reall good im glad. and i was soo shocked. honestly what you feel about yourself others will see if you think you are amazingly beautiful yourself others will think that to hoestly. -- Posted by W o n d e r l a n d at 7:32 pm on Sep. 6, 2008 everything sadly -- Posted by sadnessness at 2:36 pm on Sep. 7, 2008 i think i would lose an awful lot just to be skinny again. i blame everything bad in my life on the way i look, and the only thing that i can change is my weight, so i starve myself. i never quite manage to tell myself that even when i am 110lbs, i wont be happy