-- Posted by Anonymous at 3:59 am on Sep. 9, 2008 I sometimes find it hard to describe just how unhappy I actually feel. It's like a blanket on top of me, that suppresses every good emotion in my life at that moment of time. Or perhaps it might be better to say at this moment in time. I'm really struggling here. But what can I say to the people who barely know me, who don't like me, or don't have time for me that call me their friend? I move out in 16 days, so soon I won't have to see that hellish  woman that I call my mother, that two faced, conniving bitch, who feels it necessary to rub raw emotions so she can take centre stage and describe how hard her life is, and how much work she has to do. I'll tell you what, woman. I'd seriously swap you, for the work I'm doing and the moment, and the way I'm feeling. You want to know about my downturn in social life? I WORK FUCKING TWELVE HOUR DAYS IN WHICH I'M ON MY FEET FOR AT LEAST TEN OF THEM! Sure, of course I'm going to want to come home after that and go out and party. Saying that, I'd still come home and you'd ask me how much I spent because I was supposed to be saving. Stupid cow, you work yourself up into a frenzy about how hard it all is for you. Look around you. You're not the only fucking one. So stop guilt tripping me.   -- Posted by Mattie17 at 4:02 am on Sep. 9, 2008 the quicker you move out the better -- Posted by jamesshadowwolf at 4:04 am on Sep. 9, 2008 I can tell your female... just by the way the message is... cause well most guys arnt that open even on the internet. but if you wanna talk to get for mind off "your mother" as id call her but you call her "hellish woman" -- Posted by Anonymous at 4:04 am on Sep. 9, 2008 Quote: from jamesshadowwolf at 12:04 pm on Sep. 9, 2008 I can tell your female... just by the way the message is... cause well most guys arnt that open even on the internet. but if you wanna talk to get for mind off "your mother" as id clal her but you call her "hellish woman" Erm, wrong. -- Posted by jamesshadowwolf at 4:05 am on Sep. 9, 2008 your male? wow thats pritty good you tell your feelings then... -- Posted by Anonymous at 4:06 am on Sep. 9, 2008 Or its the product of an exhausted mind. -- Posted by Scarlet Tears at 4:11 am on Sep. 9, 2008 I knew he was a male My sixth sense(ALWAYS WANTED TO SAY THAT!) Wow your mum sounds like a way worse version of mine I know how you feel though. Your moving out soon so you'll be fine then. Just find a way to vent until then or just try talk to her -- Posted by dragonking at 5:40 am on Sep. 9, 2008 It's tough for many people. -- Posted by Anonymous at 5:41 am on Sep. 9, 2008 Quote: from dragonking at 1:40 pm on Sep. 9, 2008 It's tough for many people. Nah, comparatively, I don't have it tough, I know. But it's overwhelming at times.