-- Posted by Hoebag at 12:50 pm on Sep. 22, 2008 Fucking take it anymore. I'm so fucked up inside and I can't deal with all this shit going on, everythings falling apart really fast. I don't know what's going on half the time. I say the wrong things and do the wrong things and I take the fall because I know I should. But I don't mean to do half the shit I do and I fuck about with people, I don't like feeling controlled by anything. It makes me feel weak. I can't deal with the fact that recently someone died and I wasn't on speaking terms with her because I got thrown out of home. I just, Gah, I can't even. ugh. I'm lost =/ -- Posted by ArmedToTheHorns at 12:52 pm on Sep. 22, 2008 know what oyu should do? just sit down in a silent room, and breath deep heavy breathes. and you will know that only you controll you. give it a shot. breathing is the best  technique -- Posted by Sitora Sage at 12:55 pm on Sep. 22, 2008 I'm sorry. I love you. Please hang in there. -- Posted by Hoebag at 12:56 pm on Sep. 22, 2008 Quote: from Sitora Sage at 12:55 pm on Sep. 22, 2008 I'm sorry. I love you. Please hang in there. Aww that was sweet, thanks   -- Posted by Time to pretend at 1:05 pm on Sep. 22, 2008 aww im sorry -- Posted by HangEmHigh at 1:46 pm on Sep. 22, 2008 Omg I'm really sorry about your friend but please don't do anything silly. You just need some time to yourself. This feeling won't last forever, promise. Quote: from ArmedToTheHorns at 12:52 pm on Sep. 22, 2008 know what oyu should do? just sit down in a silent room, and breath deep heavy breathes. and you will know that only you controll you. ^^ This will help too and try to think of really calming thoughts. I know that's easier said than done but if you use your will power it does help pain. PM me if you need to talk about absolutely anything yeah? I'll try and help you with whatever it is.