-- Posted by bugluvstrp at 7:00 pm on Sep. 25, 2008 turning up the music to drown out the voices a door that never existed silently wanting 2 make its way shut voices that love talking bad whether the victim is in the room or not never being able to sleep because to busy crying into the night always never finishing a meal because of servitude to 3 people wanting to leave so bad but yet nowhere is safe emotions that are uncontrollable slowly make their way to the surface too much stress to bear and standing here suffering they want the victim to suffer even the ones she trusts most never able to have a good day the bad will block out the good rambling as it goes never being able to understand this the soul is slowing dieing as is the playful spirit bound here by love hated just the same the pain seems to never fade -- Posted by pOeTiC513 at 7:07 pm on Sep. 25, 2008 i kinda love this because i'm having a hard time living right now....