-- Posted by duesxmachina at 6:16 pm on Sep. 27, 2008 every picture i see of myself  i go "look at that prick he's such a phonie! he really hates himself!" i don't know why i hate myself so much, but do i really need to KNOW? it's like learning a new language. i've always been hard on myself with everything BUT things that really matter, like grades, or friends.  Im not going back to the hospital, but i am getting really worn out at how everyone seems to not hate themselves as much as i do. serioiusly im the same pussy i was 10 years ago, except i have more hair. please im serious, what can i do? i can't keep FAKING it. -- Posted by MixedDelight at 6:18 pm on Sep. 27, 2008 What do you hate so much about yourself? Your appearance? -- Posted by Four King Ace at 6:19 pm on Sep. 27, 2008 Everyone's unhappy with themselves in their own little way.  You just gotta live with it because looks aren't something you can change. -- Posted by duesxmachina at 6:20 pm on Sep. 27, 2008 well, sometimes. but its mostly who i am. everyone tries to correct me, but it doesnt work. they're not me, how would they know what i think? -- Posted by iguana hunter1 at 6:21 pm on Sep. 27, 2008 be specific... your looks, attitude.. what is it, can't help if you don't tell me -- Posted by duesxmachina at 6:26 pm on Sep. 27, 2008 im ashamed that i can't control my anger or most emotions. i hate myself that i think so black and white that everyone rocks or sucks.  i hate that people don't understand, i hate that i'm 19 and i haven't done anthing, i hate that i have man boobs even though i always work out, i hate that no matter how hard i FAKE it, i never seem to feel confident. i hate that people hurt my feelings so easily, i hate that im just not strong enough to live in this world. -- Posted by duesxmachina at 6:34 pm on Sep. 27, 2008 Quote: from iguana hunter1 at 6:21 pm on Sep. 27, 2008 be specific... your looks, attitude.. what is it, can't help if you don't tell me i told you. -- Posted by mikey626 at 6:37 pm on Sep. 27, 2008 its alright dude time makes everything better one way or another. -- Posted by duesxmachina at 6:41 pm on Sep. 27, 2008 thanks man.