-- Posted by Anonymous at 10:10 pm on Sep. 28, 2008 Unhappy, My life is falling apart piece by piece, literally. I'm from a broken home and It tears me up inside but recently my parent's died, I've been sleep walking through everything in the past few weeks and I don't know where I am half the time. I'm trying so hard to recover from an eating disorder but it's just so hard, but everytime I eat it does come back up literally automatically and It won't stop, then I feel ill for ages afterwards. My brother is a maniac, I'm scared of him, he hits me and I never know what mood he is going to be in ! I feel like I can't talk to him about anything, he can just flip from happy to violent in a second, I don't dare go anywhere near him. I hate the way I look, I HAVE tried doing things about it but no matter what I try I just end up unhappier. I fell in love and now I'm a mess emotionally, I can't understand what's going on in my head, or his head so I never know what to do. I know he doesn't like some of the things I do but I am trying to do something about it. I also kindaaa don't feel like he likes me back ): My living situation's are going to be changing really fast soon as I move out of the country knowing barely any American. I won't know anybody there and I will be stuck on my own ): I'm scared of moving on up in the world to university in another country incase people don't like me On top of everything there are a few certain bitches (no names) that are bringing me down and trying to make me feel bad about myself, Gah Don't bother replying you're all full of shit, I just needed to get it off my chest -- Posted by confuzion at 10:13 pm on Sep. 28, 2008 Hey, I'm sorry you feel that way. I know life can suck ass sometimes, but you can make it. If you wanna talk I'm here. :) -- Posted by sicosys at 10:15 pm on Sep. 28, 2008 Yea, if u wanna talk im here, its all going to be fine.. just give it time -- Posted by Anonymous at 10:16 pm on Sep. 28, 2008 Quote: from sicosys at 10:15 pm on Sep. 28, 2008 Yea, if u wanna talk im here, its all going to be fine.. just give it time wow your so fucking helpful you could be a therapist   -- Posted by confuzion at 10:20 pm on Sep. 28, 2008 Quote: from Anonymous at 10:16 pm on Sep. 28, 2008 Quote: from sicosys at 10:15 pm on Sep. 28, 2008 Yea, if u wanna talk im here, its all going to be fine.. just give it time wow your so fucking helpful you could be a therapist   Hey, don't be a bitch. At least we're trying. We're being nice to you, which is more than I can say for a lot of people. Don't bite the hand that tries to do something nice for you.