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-- Posted by Anonymous at 12:20 pm on Oct. 2, 2008

I have been having a lot of dreams about my Ex Chance. it is getting horrible. I am scared to sleep cause i hate having these dreams... I feel like I am cheating or something.  

In my dream I am sitting next to him and my boyfriend is sitting in front of us along with our other close friends. For some reason though I scoot a little closer to Chance and he scoots closer to me. We are touching, and I can tell he wants to hold me and I want to hold him. My boyfriend starts looking at me suspiciously, he asks why I don't want him? I say that isn't true, I love him and want him more then anyone else, and Chance says "Well you should cause I don't know what you are trying to do with me..." and I start to get all watery eyed and I say "I wasn't doing anything".  The dream ends there, but all my dreams are kinda like this, Chance, my boyfriend, and other people that pop up occasionally.

I love my boyfriend, I only dated Chance for 2 weeks... why is this happening? I have been with my boyfriend for MONTHS and MONTHS.

I have known them both just as long. I met them all a year and a half ago and around this time last year I used to chill at Chance's house and party like every week (i still do), my boyfriend and my bestfriend (another one of these idiots) used to come and swoop me up to go party with all the guys (all my close friends are older guys -_-"). First I dated Chance, and now I am dating my boyfriend. Chance cheated on me and hurt me really bad...

Idk why I keep having dreams like this... Chance has a girlfriend, and I have a boyfriend and I don't miss a cheater... I feel like the cheater though...

help? advice?


-- Posted by Anonymous at 12:22 pm on Oct. 2, 2008

(I have already posted this, but got no advice. I love you Suppot Leaders (: please help me? I am worried this might start to eat at me or I might start talking in my sleep again...)


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