-- Posted by nyn at 8:15 am on Oct. 8, 2008 Well, after some more than average attendance in the first semester, in the second I went from wagging nearly a day's worth of lessons (at least) a week, until in the last three weeks I didn't attend at all. I was feeling very suicidal and didn't really see the point. We had a week's break, and now I have to attend all my classes or I'll be expelled. Fair enough, in itself. I know this is my own folly, but I'm still really stressed and unsure about my future, or what hand I will play in the longevity of it. But I have a lot of catch up work to do, and I don't know if I can do this. This sucks. Yeah, I brought it on myself, even though I think if I didn't have the past month to see counsellors and sort myself out, I wouldn't be here. I mean, I'm just humouring them, and I'm wasting everyone's time. I'm fucking terrified. Yes, this may be in the wrong forum, as it's about school, emotional imbalance, and is now a rant. *sigh* Fuck. There isn't much constructive stuff you can suggest beyond keeping at it and finishing the year and stuff, and I already know that, but I wouldn't mind some thoughtful words. :\ /rant. -- Posted by Solomon Grundy at 8:17 am on Oct. 8, 2008 start playing an mmo -- Posted by nyn at 8:19 am on Oct. 8, 2008 Quote: from Testosterone junkie at 12:47 am on Oct. 9, 2008 start playing an mmo I don't see how this is relevant at all, but I already play a few MMOs. So nyaahh. -- Posted by Courtannnny at 8:40 am on Oct. 8, 2008 just keep trying, i missed almost my whole junior year of highschool, and i almost didnt graduate, but then my senior year, i went to a different school, and i graduated early, and met my current boyfriend, school is what you make of it, if you think of it as a prison, then that is what it becomes. My college english professor told us, that school is not a prison, its a room full of seekers, and givers.